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Thinking and knowledge will improve the man.

Probably.

No, this one is much more accurate.

Thinking and knowledge will change the man.




When I was in high school, the pressure of study and homework, and fear of grade and results make me concentrate on the law of society, which I will live in.

But, now I entered college.
I have free-time.

I can study what I want.
I can do what I want.
I can be what I want.

That's what I expected.


No.
There's no difference.

High school = College

I can't study what I want.
I can't do what I want.
I can't be what I want.

College life is different from my expectation.


What I can do was think. Thinking, thinking, and thinking. Again and again and again and again.
And that was the start.


I.....stop-out.

I'm taking a break from university, and take a rest, for restoration.

I have to go to the army, because of conscription law.
But, they say I'm unfit. Physical, emotional, both way.
However, that doesn't mean I can skip it.
They want me to go to the army, after receiving treatment.

But my health is getting worse.
Rage and complaint. That's what society give to me.
I feel like I'm taking drugs to survive in this world.
But I don't. I don't even drink or smoke. Not even drink a coffee.


Depression disorder is not easy to cure. A few words are not enough.


This language is lock me in the jail of.....un-communiate-able?


No, there's no appropriate word for this.


답답해. 소통할 수 없어.

이 문자가 나올 수 있는 국가도 별로 없겠지.

예전같으면 이 망할 사회 때문에 미치겠다는 말을 하겠지.
하지만 지금은 이렇게 바뀌었다.
이 망할 사회 때문에 난 미쳤어.

미친 사회에서 정상적으로 살아가려면 미쳐야 돼.
하지만 난 미치지 않았어. 그래서 난 사회에서 미친 사람 취급을 받아.
그러니까 난 미쳤어.

무언가가 잘못되었다고 말하는 사람은, 그때부터 잘못된 사람으로 취급당한다. 그게 여기다.

여긴 대한민국이다.

나중에 돌아올거다. 하지만 그 전엔 내가 있는 곳에만 집중할 것이다.



아예 못 돌아올 수도 있고.


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The face what you see is nothing but just a mask.

Not normal.
That's what they say who really know about me.
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차라리 생각을 안 했던 시절이 더 나았다.
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:iconhelixel:
Helixel Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks so much for the watch! i really appreciate it! :)
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SirKittenpaws Featured By Owner May 28, 2014  Professional General Artist
Hello,
Thank you kindly for the watch, it means a lot!
Have a wonderful day :heart:
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Tofu93 Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch!
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MYB0307 Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2014
You're welcome.
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DYW14 Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2012   Artist
Thanks 4 the watch. :3
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MYB0307 Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2012
You're welcome.
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Thunderkid69 Featured By Owner May 16, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
thanks for the watch
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MYB0307 Featured By Owner May 19, 2012
You're welcome
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GF-Hunter Featured By Owner May 14, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the watch, man. I appreciate it. Go Rascals!
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MYB0307 Featured By Owner May 14, 2012
You're welcome.
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Drobvirks Featured By Owner May 12, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you very much for the +watch! :aww:
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MYB0307 Featured By Owner May 12, 2012
You're welcome.
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SimonLorimer Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2012  Hobbyist
Thank you so much for the watch, it means a lot!
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MYB0307 Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2012
Welcome, I hope you draw more good pictures.
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WOWandWAS Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the :+devwatch: ^^
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MYB0307 Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2012
You're welcome.
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AzureJass Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday dude !
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MYB0307 Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2012
Thanks my friend.
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rebel28 Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2012  Student Digital Artist
What everyone else said :)

Thanks :thumbsup:
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MYB0307 Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2012
welcome.
I just want to sharing gun pics.
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