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Smartphone and laptop computer.
My parents gave these to me because I'm become a college student.
I like a laptop because it help me do some work. And because it has lower performance than desktop computer, I can focus on writing, rather idling and playing games.
But I don't like the smartphone. No, I'm not dissatisfied it's function. I mean, I rarely don't have to possess this.
Because I don't have any friend to contact.(Don't worry, I'm fine.)
And I'm writing this with my new laptop.
Well, I hope my college life is go well.
All those times are in vain.
I don't feel like I am adult.
I don't feel like I grew up.
I am just a kid who allowed to drive, work, drink, live myself.
And I supposed to be.
What am I now? What would I be in future?
Those drawings.
I lost the chance to behold and gather the preciousness that could become firewood to keep my hearth of aspire burn in entire life.
Just like 8 years ago.
Just like 4 years ago.
Just like last year.
Soon I will rummage through ruins, scavenge the remains.
Again.
Oh, good.
She's now perfectly impeached.
It feels like, I got a late birthday gift.
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Lazy.
Stupid.
Weak.
Coward.
Hideous.
Disgusting.
Incompetent.
Useless.
Why live?
For what?
For being a loaf of meat?
Which keep requiring things for nothing?
This is last year.
Prove worthyness.
Prove it.
Or get butchered.
And be fodder or fertilizer for stocks and crops.
That will be much more valuable act to the world.
Remember.
This is last year.
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